Airna

Unfrozed by desire, no need to leave.
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Finally home!
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Friday Night

Partying with Babylove <3.
Had so fucking many Jagerbombs, bourbon cokes and redbull vodkas.
Making contacts with the bosses and all.

But like that high wasnt enough,
we took stuff to get us trippin on the lights.

There s this one bouncer who is such an ass there.

Like he refuses to let us in,
Even when the head bouncer, King Kong, lets us in.
Whats more, even when we have the fucking yellow tag already.

The yellow tag is VIP pass to the Attica too VIP room upstairs.

Ergh.
Such a bastard.

The music was fucking good though,
Clifford was spinning and before that,
that girl who plays what we call,

"Our kind of music to dance to."
Awesome night.
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Went to Keith's place after,
Kinda fell and sat on the pavement.
I dont exactly remember clearly what happened after that,

I only remember snippets of the night.

Keith said I thought he was a squirrel, I was terrified of filet-o-fish,
And i was so protective of my bag i hugged it to sleep lol.

I can only imagine the kind of shit i put him through.

He didnt sleep until about 7am.
I felt so fucking bad.

Went to IKEA and bought fixtures for our shop.

While carrying the stuff up,
Clariss, her dad and I got drenched in the rain.
And strong wind made the umbrella pull me along with it.

Clariss's mum was laughing in the car.

Im fuck tired,
Soaking wet and very dirty.

Somehow that just sounded so wrong lols.
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We at the hotel, motel, Holiday inn!

Slow down, please.
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Such a rush.
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Past few days.

Have literally been living in Keith's room.
I think the entire week it has been less than 15 hours that I have been home.

I have a headache and Im sticky. :(

May go club with PQ later,
and do a joint.
Already did it with Keith in the morning,

The high lasted for like 2 minutes LOL.

Drugs are just not as potent.
*Shrug
Dont see the big deal.

I should learn how to roll joints though.

Keith has extremely shaky hands.
And I find that so fucking attractive for some odd reason lol.

If i do know how to roll it properly I can help him. :D

Erghhh, I feel so unsettled and all over the place when i havent been home in a long time.
Like I dont know where I am.
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Im fucked up,
the things I do, the things I like.

But my heart gets so soft for you.

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One eye in the sun, one in the night. Sleep tight, sleepwalk like honey honey.
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Today

I hate the weather.
Its like hot and sunny and happy.
Im absolutely stoned.

Meh sissy got me some pills.

Apparently good stuff,
But i feel completely settled.

To much contrary to my sober restlessness in class this morning.

Someone called me a fairy princess today lol.
Cause I was wearing my weird top with big sleeves.

I am so fucked im going to die now.

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You are everything, you are nothing at all.
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I want to read your journal. I want to know everything about you.
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Today

Had a test at 4pm.
Squeezed my mind dry trying to remember stuff i learnt 2 years ago.
Left with a crisp of a mind,

Sent the jumper in for tailoring,
Bought me some rice.

Wanted to go to Attica,
But the weather feels so wrong for clubbing wouldnt you say?
So I sat my broke, lazy bum down and watched tv.

Got to manage my finances very carefully this month.

Ive been spending like Im made of money.
Lol, on jewellery and whatnot.

Contrary to what people may think,
Im starting to hate the weather.
Im cold, im broke, and im never sleepy enough.

Did nicky's brain test on whether your brain is male or female.

All i recall is my empathy score being a 4 out of 20.
Lol, Nicky got twice my result.

Awww you actually DO care! <3

Im going to go take melatonin now.
Hopefully I get to sleep until 6pm tmr.
And not go out as a result. :D

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